Hi readers! Today I'll tell someone's story. I like to create the story as if I am part of it, that makes it more realistic. You will see how this can be so real, and happens in real life. It's an interesting one, enjoy it.
It's about three people and a poem. I received a poem , a good one. It's called "Last Night..." which I received from a good friend of mine. I won't post it in here because I want to respect the author, she's a victim like me, and you'll understand why. I'm a singer, she's a singer, he is the jerk.
The poem is about a woman who's kissed by her lover who left her hopeful in the street. The most interesting thing about this poem is that it was written by a woman who is completely in love with the same man I was in love. Yes, believe me! And the curious thing is that we were in love with him at the same time! OMG, she has no idea that her boyfriend was cheating on her with me! And the worse thing is: I didn't know it either, which makes me also a betrayed woman.
That whole bad situation happened until the day of my birthday when he crossed the line. What a great present! I broke the chains on that day, thank God! Honestly, I put him away from my life not in a way I wanted to, I was irritaded, and inside of the perfect world I knew, I realized later that I lost control, but I had my reasons after such a long time of foolishes words. I was impressed by his coldness, lies and unrespectful attitudes and told him the truth he deserved to hear.
It's sad... I feel sorry for me, for that had affected my behavior, but now I feel great that at least that set me free. Poor woman the one he betrays now. I wrote many beautiful poems the one she wrote, some of them even more sensitive, more passionate, full of love. Especially for him. For a jerk. Over a jerk! I was in love, right? And I believed him so... but I was cheated by him with many others! She's just ONE of them. The other thing is... this man, who I used to consider the love of my life, has no character... has dubious integrity... he plays with women minds and make them believe he's totally in love.
If you try to get rid of him, he will beg you to stay, he will tell you're imagining things, that he's really into you, that he wants to wake up with you all his days of his life. He will make you feel guilty because you tried to break up with him. He is dramatic. He will say you're not treating him so good, that he doesn't deserve that, and suddenly you feel sorry you broke up with him and you're back together!
How is that possible? It is... did you guys know that he used to make love to me(I mean, make sex with me and I made love to him) and he put HER songs as a background? (Oh yes, she's a singer like me). How sadic, sarcastic, and evil he is, uh? And some people would blame me to tell about it. I don't care, I have to tell. I was stupid for so long, now I can have a voice. God is the only one who knows how deep in my heart all those things hurt me and killed my gentleness. Today I don't care about telling people his dirty things. I have to recover my gentleness because I like to be like that, he made me another person, he transformed me. I just wonder... who was that jerk treating wrong? Who was that jerk treating like a stupid woman? Me or his lover? Or... was I the lover??? Hard to know... I'm just glad I'm out, and today I can see that I won my prize by telling him to go to hell.
It hurt me a lot at that time, especially if you're still in love and is angry with the person you love, but now I know that this was just perfect, and the pain is just a little part of all this sea of pain I drown in. "Cheating on women" IS his whole world. Today I laugh about how looser he is.
He has an album online called "LAST NIGHT", the name of the poem. He had it before, when I was still with him. I didn't know that, but through this I also see how he stinks. I found out what that title means when I found out about her poem, but he thinks I'm an idiot, that I would never realize it. Evil man.
I felt so sorry for myself, I cried many nights, but now I smile with my own self back, and I just can feel sorry for her. He seems soooo nice, such a good person... but one day she will find out that he has many faces.
I should have thought about it before getting so involved, cause he had left a woman after five years together. See? He's a real jerk. He's not happy at all. He doesn't deserve happiness because he is evil, but only God knows what he does, and He is the one who's going to look at this jerk face to face one day, and ask him what he did to all these women. Here we all know, he's not worthy. Some will discover that a little later.
It was almost one whole year I was struggling for nothing, so I'm glad I'm doing so good. It was a very short time comparing to my whole life. I stand tall still, and happy. I see God's hands on this, on my freedom.
He won't stop, the jerk will play many times. He will keep making people fool, and laughing behind their backs. He will believe in something for a moment then change his mind and lie to many other people. He will never think he's a jerk. He will never think he made mistakes. He will never realize he is a lier and is pleasant for him to live in a world of lies, of little stories he creates and fake feelings.
How is that possible? I ask that again.
God answers me. There is GOOD and EVIL in this world. You choose your way. But worse than that... some people choose both ways together: the EVIL dressed up with GOOD clothes.
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If you see yourself in this story, it's a coincidence ;-)
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